P.S. I Love You

My article last week had all kinds of problems with it and for that I apologize. It was late, it was filler material, it was short, and I forgot my typical P.S. at the end. So this week, it’s all one big P.S. If you don’t mind, I will ignore you today, my dear readers, and talk to Sabrael himself. Thanks for your indulgence, I’ll get back to you guys next week. Until next time, sing to your headphones for once and have a great weekend.

P.S. – Sabrael, I can’t even tell you how much you have meant to me these last few weeks. I’ve had a deluge of essays, tests, and pointless confrontations. I’ve gone days without food. I’ve had crazy arguments with my parents. I’ve had nightmares. I’ve called you in tears. Through all of that, you were always right there with me. I called and texted at all hours of the day and night and you always knew exactly the right thing to say. I can’t tell you how much that means to me.

Not being able to see you has been so much harder than I ever thought it would be. I figured, we talked for months before with never seeing each other but I’ve been spoiled. Practically anytime I wanted I had the ability to push a button and see your adorable face smiling back at me. I could hear your voice whenever I wanted. I steal so much strength from your smiles. It’s impossible for me to feel weak or sad or lonely when I see them.

Monday was our 3rd month-iversary, a small step for most but a big one for me. Not only are you now, officially, my longest relationship but you’re the only one I’ve bothered to keep up a timeline with. All my past relationships where a hassle. I had to force myself to care, I was annoyed whenever I was around them, and it was a constant stress to keep things together. It was a little bewildering at first to realize how genuinely happy you make me (still the idiot grin lingers ^ ^). We don’t play games (well, we only play fun ones!), we don’t cut corners, we’re honest and straightforward, we’re simple and sweet. The way love is supposed to be.

I love you so much Sabrael. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for keeping me sane(relatively). Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for being the wonderful person you are and sharing him with me.

P.P.S. – I loved your article on Monday. It made me happier than you can imagine and I walked around with my idiot grin all day long. I’m looking forward to working on another awesome Wednesday post with you next week and an end to all my fillers. <3 Muah!